These days, my mood really like down to the drain.
And what can I do is to let me have some time for myself.

I eat alone.
Went shopping alone at mall.
I took bus alone, emo-ing, reflecting what happened to me and what do I really want.
I travelled to school alone.
I was all by myself for hours ! GUESS THIS IS WHAT I WANT, TO BE ALONE !
Or maybe because everyone was attending lesson but I've got no school today. tsktsktsk ((;
And whenever I was alone, people would use weird eye-sight to look at me :/
Or those ji ko pa uncle would start staring at me and mumbling among themselves.

I'm really really feeling gay now :D :D:D:D:D:D :D
Because I felt better.
And the next moment I can feel very very depressed.
@-@I feel like leaving the world with no regrets, at least for now.
Not good in study, not out-spoken enough. I'm stupid like fuck.
Fortune of wealth used to told me, I would die at a young age. At that point of time I was afraid.
Now thinking back, asking why am I still here.
I've no aims in life, I don't know what I gonn do in future. I don't wish to drag anybody down.
Lucky there's school for me tomorrow. I wont be staying at home, let my mind run wild.

Who says having meals at McDonald must be with friends.
Everyone eating at Mac was alone. I'm not the only one !
Eating alone is FUN ! Crunching on the burger mouth by mouth.

I dislike eating cheese and beef since young, even till now. But I dont know why I enjoying eating cheese burger.
Just like I dislike drinking milk yet I love consuming coffee with milk.....
WEIRD GIRL HERE UHS !
I'm a very family orientated person.
And whenever I visit Diaso, I would buy lots of frame back ! Even my dad have to call-in and remind me to reduce buying it.
